My colon is on a war path today.
It might have something to do with the entire bottle of wine I drank last night. Or it might have something to do with the fact that the entire bottle of wine chased down pretty much an entire Chinese restaurants worth of every deep fried, delicious, MSG infused thing you can think of.
And that was just dinner. Furthermore, that was just yesterday.
Do you ever talk to yourself? I do. And not just because I’m nuts. Sometimes, talking to myself gives me some perspective.
This morning my conversation went something like, “Nicole, why did you do this to yourself?”
I’m sure you all remember last week when I was whining about my health, learning that I need to eat more, and was super motivated to figure this whole thing out.
Feel free to throat punch me today for doing exactly what I said I shouldn’t do, and eating more of all the wrong things.
Literally, all of them.
I’m pretty sure if you could name something that could potentially have negative health effects or inflame my immune and digestive system, I ate it over this weekend.
I don’t even have a hollow leg to blame it on.
I’m determined not to beat myself up any more than I already have and find a way to learn and move forward.
I am very lucky in that my downfall is not lack of knowledge. People who simply do not KNOW how to be successful have a really hard path to try to follow. But me? I know exactly what I have to do. My path while not easy, is simple. I simply need to execute the plan that I already have, and use the knowledge that I’ve already gained to do the things that I know will allow me to be successful.
If knowledge is power, I’m freaking Wonder Woman. Now let’s crack that whip… er… I mean… lasso.